Monday, May 2, 2011

Dear dad , ♥


Forgive me if I possibly hurt your feelings today.

My immature self just said immature things.

If you possibly can't understand my feelings, it's fine.

No need for excuses, It's all my fault.

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Even if you don't say everyone knows, both your eyes are immersed with tears.

Sorry, so sorry. This is my heart.

You know the day I've opened up my heart I'll do better.

Sorry. Sorry I'm sorry. Sorry I can't say anything other than this

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You can still hate me for your sorrowful feelings.

There's no need for any expressions. To me you'll be here forever.

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I can't do anything other than this. I can't imagine a world without you.

Although I'm lacking and deficient, I love you


Sorry, sorry. So hard to say I'm sorry.

Sorry, I'm sorry. I can't say anything other than this

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Hari burukk , ♥

Assalamuaikummm , geeeeeeee :)
Hari ni nk update blogg bole bole ? Heeeeeee , gedik .
Okayy , nk setory selory skit psal arini ohh . Bole ?
Okayyy , CLICKKKKKKKKK (!)

Haa , foto kejap . Burukk ? Ade aku ckp aku cun ? Takde kan .
So cemni la aku hari hari . Terima je ape aku ade .
Okayy , sbb ni la aku lmbt pegy sch taukk ?
Mmg mcm lipas kudung aku , mane nk iron baju , mane nk srapan .
Mane nk dgr mama pokpek pokpek , Haha :)
Conclusion , aku mmg lewat tiap tiap hari kot .
Sbb aku malas nk mandi awal , hahahaha mampu ? Sejuk gile weh .
Cam biase la sch aku , pagi-2 ade tazkirah pagi kejap .
Mmg seldom gile aku dpt dgr . doa pun kdg-2 tk smpt nk aminkan .
Terukk kan aku , tadi pagy aku smpai sch .
Dh mmg kna tulis nme dtg lewat ++ pengetua kot jeling-2 . Haha :)
Smpai je dlm kelas , org lain tgh clumsyy .
Aku pun kemain la buat sibukk , nk gi ane nk gi ane ?
"Pagi ni amik gmbr tuk mjlh sch."
Amek kau , dgn muke comot ape sume . Grr .
Sibukla aku nk pegy pnjam bedak ape pulakk , supplier trbaekk aku .
Nak tingok ke , nk ke nk ke . <--- ckp sesorang .
Tapi ni camera SINCHER taw , tkdela lawo sgt .
Tgk aku mention kuat kuat nme kau , aihh . Gedik pompuan ni .
Hahaha , ♥
Eh eh , tak perlu kau nk berzoom zoom bagai eh , aku tak lawa .
At least ni thun last weh , byk gile kot aku amek gmbr thun ni .
Asal cg msuk kelas je amik gmbr . Cg pun sporting bagai kauuuu .
Haa , nmpk yg ats tuh ? nmpk nmpk ? Tula isi kelas aku .
Yg syg yg tu , yg benci pun yg tulaa . Okay kurang sorg .
Nasib la tk msuk mjalah wey , Hahaha . Krg ajar je rse . C:
Ape lagi ehh ? Tkde dh kott , tu je . Bole ?
Nk kuar dating ngn mama kejap , nk ikutttt ? Jum .
Hahaha , okay la . Jari aku pun dh naik kebass kot .

Till then , ketawaaaaaaaa . BYE ♥

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

uoYevolIays ♥

A woman loves you . The woman loves You wholeheartedly. She follows You around like a shadow every day . She smiles but is actually crying . How much longer do I just have to look at you , alone . This love that came like wind , this love that is like a shit , If I continue this, will You love me? Just come a little nearer , just a little bit . Please don’t step back
I, the one who loves You , is still next to You . That woman is crying . That woman is very shy . So she learnt how to smile . Her heart is so full of tear , she can't even share her story with her best friend . That's why, that woman loved You . Cause you were so like her another fool . yet another fool . Please give me a hug before You leave me
I want to be loved , dear . That's all I wanted . She shouts , just in her heart , just in her heart . No one can hear her , but that woman is still next You . Do You know that I am that woman?
You don't do You? Because You are just a fool . How much , how much longer . Do I have to love You like this .
This love that is like a fool . This love that is like a shit . Would You love me? That woman, who loves You is still next You (!)

Monday, April 4, 2011

Hatii ?





YESS , TUTUP HATI KETAT KETAT (!)

Proud to be singlleee ohh .
Kau mampu mcm aku ? Mampu ?





Sunday, April 3, 2011

Oh bibirr ..


Tadiii kannnn dkt sch .
Punye la syok makan nasik kan .
Alik-2 tegigit bibirr .
Aww , mmg angelina joliee lah aku .
bdarahh amik kauu .
Dah la ulser , mmg mengeram aku mlm ni .
Tahu ape tu mengeram ?
Cari sedirikk .

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Boleh je ..



BOLEH GILE AKU NAK FOTO SORG-2
BUT I KEEP CHOOSING TO DO THAT WITH YOU .
SBB NANTI TKDE LA ORG KATA AKU GILE SENYUM SORG-2 .
KOTT LAA .

LUPA LA KOT NAK ROTATE BLK ,
&& SUMPA AKU MALAS NK UPLOAD BLK .
SO TERIMA JELA APE AKU UPLOAD .
JGN NAK DEMAND !
YG BURUK DARI AKU , YG BAIK SUME DARI ALLAH SWT .
ACECE , *BKN FIRSTIME KOT AKU CKP CEMNI .
OKAYY DONE , HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)

Monday, March 28, 2011

Kalaulah esokk .


Kalaulah esok , err kalaulah esk aku mati . Aku tanak org yg aku sygs mnangis walau setitik . Sbb aku rse tak perlu ntuk mnangis hilangg aku yg tak gune ni . Aku nak just dorg relakann aku pergi , && iringkan aku dgn doaa :)


Kalau aku mati esokk , first aku nak smue org aku sygs bahagiee je . Aku nak sume org rse ringan je kalau aku pergi , sbb aku byk bwk mslh kott . Err , lps tu aku nak abg abg aku pandai buat air sedirikk , biar dorg tk perlu igt igt aku time nk buat airr . Then aku nak abg aku rajinn jemur kain sedirikk && tak perlu nk igt igt aku time nk jemur agkat kain kt jemuran . Aku nak kwn kwn yg tak serik serik aku sygs keeps dorg punye jnji nk kwn selamanya . Aku nak mase exam SPM , meja tuk aku masih adee . Kalau aku mati esokk , aku nak mak aku buang semua brg dlm bilik aku kecuali album gmbar aku . Aku nak mak ayah aku pergi hajii . Aku tanak ayah aku krja kuat sgt , sbb slama aku hidup ni aku tahu yg ayah aku krja punyalah ssah nk sara aku skeluarga , sme la ngn makk aku . Aku nak dorg just goyang kaki kt rumaa && ckup bulan duit msuk , mean siblings aku yg tggung dorg . Aku nk semua yg smpurna ntuk smue org yg aku sygs . Aku mntk maaf klau ade slh silap , mntk halalkan . Kalau aku mati esokk , aku nk semua org yg aku sygs still bole snyum smpai kt tlinga even smpai brita yg aku dh tkde . Aku nk kwn kwn aku dgn megah msuk gate sch && snyum je , walau aku takde dlm kelas && aku still nak meja aku kat dlm kelas sbb.. erm . Aku cuma dpinjamkan ke dunia , aku tahu yg aku tak selamanya kt dunia . Tapii aku bersyukur sbb dberi peluang ntuk hidupp . && kalau aku matii esokk , tu semua kehendakNya . Kalau aku matii esokk , aku tanak ape ape . Aku cuma nak tlg iringkan aku dgn doa korg && tlg bahagia ntuk aku okayy .

Semua ni kalauuuu , aku tk prnah mtk ntuk pergi esk sbb bekalan aku tak ckup lagy nk berjumpaNya . Tapi kalau esk aku dpggil , aku redhaa . Saat tu , ringankanlah mulut korg sdekahkan al-fatihah && surah yassin dsekeliling aku . Agr aku lebihh tenangg , insyaAllah .